Yes it it's true... life may be difficult just impossible and at times you may feel like just ending it... Don't!
It's too precious, to give up for stupid reasons. And truly, most of the reasons, we fret so much about are so petty; it would be foolish to give away such a wonderful gift... God has given us.
Suicide is a cowardice act and I condemn it, having attempted it once I can tell you it's not worth it. Specially when juvinille techniques like sleeping pills or rat poison don't work.
It's momentarily embarrasing to have tried to die and then you tell yourself... Damn even God doesn't want me up there.
Later you feel like laughing at yourself. Atleast, I did!
But others around you don't feel that way. They feel like doing exactly what you failed in doing. Kill you.
Yes! Because while you were busy taking a big long nap under the influence of some filthy smelling insect killer; they were the ones whose life was even more miserable then yours.
Whats the big deal? You are not getting a good job? Your job sucks? Your spouse is disinterested in you? Your bank balance is nearing depletion? You have not made it as big as you thought in life? Oof ... Wait ... Halt for a minute .... Look at yourself?
You have managed quite well as compared to where you started off from. Yes you were born without clothes and even your hair was not combed.
You couldn't even manage to make a packet of noodles for yourself.
You needed a support to walk.
Gosh you couldn't even wash your own backside.
You learnt, you grew, you evolved!
In doing so, you made some mistakes, you rectfied some and some you repeated again. But then you managed quite well. There were things you achieved, there were days when you slept crying but then there were those days also when you laughed your heart out.
Life is precious!
I realised it... after a dozen of half baked ineffective sleeping pills. You can bet on that and trust me.... It feels good... I am alive and ticking. Blogging!
And mind it, I am in no way fighting life,,, I am enjoying it.
It's my gift from God and I have been so blessed ...I recieved this gift, twice!
So you guys who have failed today, know one thing for sure, you shall succeed one day.
Just be around to see it.
It's too precious, to give up for stupid reasons. And truly, most of the reasons, we fret so much about are so petty; it would be foolish to give away such a wonderful gift... God has given us.
Suicide is a cowardice act and I condemn it, having attempted it once I can tell you it's not worth it. Specially when juvinille techniques like sleeping pills or rat poison don't work.
It's momentarily embarrasing to have tried to die and then you tell yourself... Damn even God doesn't want me up there.
Later you feel like laughing at yourself. Atleast, I did!
But others around you don't feel that way. They feel like doing exactly what you failed in doing. Kill you.
Yes! Because while you were busy taking a big long nap under the influence of some filthy smelling insect killer; they were the ones whose life was even more miserable then yours.
Whats the big deal? You are not getting a good job? Your job sucks? Your spouse is disinterested in you? Your bank balance is nearing depletion? You have not made it as big as you thought in life? Oof ... Wait ... Halt for a minute .... Look at yourself?
You have managed quite well as compared to where you started off from. Yes you were born without clothes and even your hair was not combed.
You couldn't even manage to make a packet of noodles for yourself.
You needed a support to walk.
Gosh you couldn't even wash your own backside.
You learnt, you grew, you evolved!
In doing so, you made some mistakes, you rectfied some and some you repeated again. But then you managed quite well. There were things you achieved, there were days when you slept crying but then there were those days also when you laughed your heart out.
Life is precious!
I realised it... after a dozen of half baked ineffective sleeping pills. You can bet on that and trust me.... It feels good... I am alive and ticking. Blogging!
And mind it, I am in no way fighting life,,, I am enjoying it.
It's my gift from God and I have been so blessed ...I recieved this gift, twice!
So you guys who have failed today, know one thing for sure, you shall succeed one day.
Just be around to see it.
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